My Travelling Life At the Moment

   (I was writing this part during my trip using train to Malang from Jakarta, March 10th, 2015)

   HELLO! I am on my way to Malang by train at the moment and dunno what to do because I have no friends to chat haha. Yeah, gue lg nyoba solo travelling ke Malang ini! Gue memutuskan buat sum up my journey in recent past times aja deh.

   SINGAPORE (PART II)
   Actually I should have written my story about my journey to Singapore with my sister like a year ago! Can you imagine how busy (or sok busy) I am? Soo yg bikin gue sempet absen ngelanjutin blog gue was I was really busy looking for a job that time and finally once I got accepted, berbagai kesibukan langsung melanda gue. Jadi, sempet vakum utk ngelanjutin, deh. But, I still need to carry on the story because I don't wanna forget my journey yg sangat sangatlah mengesankan dan membahagiakan ehe.
   Berawal dari lanjutan cerita mengenai jalan ke Singapore bulan Maret tahun 2014 kemaren, intinya gue ke USS sama adek gue dan itu gokil berat! The gokil part was waktu kita bawa 1 ransel kita yg berisi barang-barang yg kita butuhkan selama di USS and it turned out to be such annoying! The better part was when we found out that USS gave the visitors a free locker for rent, yet it was only for limited time. I guess cuman buat sekitar 30 menit, yaa. What was even more gokil adalah tiap 30 menit, setelah kami menikmati satu permainan, kami harus lari-lari to take our stuffs out from the locker. If we were late? We had to pay haha. Kebayang ngga berapa kali kami lari-larian untuk ngambil ransel kami? However, USS made us happy as cray! My most favorite ride was Transformers! Aaahh itu keren banget, asik parah. I think I'll have another trip to Singapore around June this year, and without any doubt, I'll go back for the USS!


   KILUAN BAY, LAMPUNG (March 2014 - too bad I don't remember the exact date)
   I had this trip with my former office mates at English First. As I recall, I went there with Lita, Kuri (Lita's friend), Agnes, Yuli, and his brother, Jack, Sly, Leslie, Paul, and Lewis! Tapi kami joined an open trip from Travollution gitu, jadi yg ikut nggak cuman kami aja. Titik point trip ini adalah di Pelabuhan Merak pada pukul 23:00 WIB. Waktu itu hari Jumat, jadi kami berangkat langsung from our office after work. We took ARIMBI bus and you know what, di tengah-tengah perjalanan, my bule friends drank whisky yaelah hahaha. They were also freaked out when they almost couldn't find any beer in Pelabuhan Merak lol. Long story short, the journey was fine, perfectly fine, I could say. We luckily got to meet the lovely dolphins!!! Beberapa orang bilang kalau agak susah untuk bertemu sama para lumba-lumbanya nowadays, but since I know I'm a lucky if it's about travelling, we saw the dolphins! Yg paling menakjubkan selain pertemuan dengan lumba-lumba adalah naik jukung pagi-pagi, lalu menyaksikan matahari terbit di tengah-tengah laut yg kalem aaah it was so wonderdul! Indahnya sampai sekarang masih membekas. Another place in Kiluan Bay that we visited was the Lagoon. Agak sedikit tracking menanjak utk mencapai Lagoon, but it was worth it. More surprise was when we were at the boat to go back to the dermaga. Lautnya lagi jelek banget dan perahu kami gonjang-ganjing nggak karuan sampai miring sekali lalu menyiram orang-orang yg lagi tiduran! That was a little bit awful because we were on the boat for like 3 hours. But, the rest were fine. We were safe and happy. You could find the photos of my trip collection in my instagram account: esratambunan. I don't have any photos of it to upload on my phone currently.




to be continued...

How Am I?

Life has been cruel to me recently. I am afraid of speaking to anybody because whatever I say just makes them hate me even more. I can't stand pain by those words stabbed to my little sensitive heart. By that, I let myself be blamed for something I cry over.


Why should I blame myself for being too sensitive? Why don't this mean life fix their attitude towards me? I am tired of pretending to be just fine while the fact is I am not at all. I am 24, and a 24-year-old-human is okay to cry because of being torn and depressed.

What's not okay is to hurt people and let them ripped and drowned in tears; letting them cry over words like this.

People need love. I do need, too.







Life, please stop bugging me.