I...

I..
I never meant to make u sad..
All I know is trying to make u happy..
everything I do , I do it for u..
i juz didn't know whether it was wrong or not..
nd that was my stupidity..
i'm a human..

I...
I really dissappointed wit myself when i realized that u're SAD .
it hurts me so bad..
firstly , i didn't know whether u hate it or not..
but when u told me that u hate it , i gave up of myself..

i realized , how stupid i am..
who the hell taught me like that ?!
but it's mine..
nd i realized it's too late unfortunately..

now i must face the truth that u HATE ME .

i really mad to myself..
how could i do that worst thing ?!

BUT .
u have to know ,,
i never want to look for someone else..
i NEVER want to look for another one who is better than u .
because when u made mistakes , i know u're juz a human..
nd there's nobody better than u..
i know it because i want it..
love is not searching the best of the best !
becuse if love is like that , i never want u to be my soulmate , nd there's no one in this world who has a soulmate..
nobody's perfect , baby..

please forgive me..
but if ur heart's already hurt , juz think all bad things about me , my mistakes i've done to u nd how i often make u sad..
it will be easy to leave me.. ;(

but , if u do love me , forgive me..
remember all the things we've done together , remember how u used to need me everytime of ur life nd how i make u smile..
maybe it will be not that easy to give me ur love again , but it will help..

i juz want to make u happy...
sorry if my way was wrong..
i need u .
bcoz u're the reason..
of everything in my ife..

nd for the last 3words :
I LOVE YOU